Thursday, December 28, 2017
Dear Jwali
How could God be so selfish to take you away so soon .I regret no tbeing there to hold your hands, to bring you back. to cook all those amzing things you cooked, all those discourses we had, watching deal or no deal, saravana meenachi, not understanding a word, you translating it to me, your striving to get us Ladoos at Pittsburg temple, giving your siblings a gift every time I saw you. It was easy to mis understand you but underneath it all you were a very private person who endured everything that was thrown your way, brought up two beautiful children, dedicated your time to your family.
We miss you hugely. We live in the comfort that your are now at a place where you feel No Hurt, No Anger, No Sorrow, No Pain, rising above it all and looking down upon everyone with a smile across your face.
We will all try to carry what you wished for and carry on your legacy and keep you with Dad, Mum & Jayantha.
No words can describe our loss ...but here are a few...
How is it that I never saw your wings
when you were here with me?
When you closed your eyes and soared
to the Heavens I could hear the
faint flutter of you wings as you left.
Your body no longer on this side
Your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine.
I close my eyes and see the multi-coloured wings
surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times.
Sister my angel God has given you your assignment
always my sister forever my angel.
You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep
I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away
the tears I shed since I can no longer hold
you in my arms but in my heart.
You earned those wings dear sister
and you will always be my angel eternal.
Sleep in Peace..
Lots of Love
Always
JJxx
